"I was where I belonged, where I came from."
I was sitting next to my daughter when the rock
larger than the tour bus fell on the back of the bus where we were
seated. My daughter and I were asleep at the time. I knew immediately
that I had a pneumo-thorax and would die unless someone recognized it. I
also remember my teeth hitting together hard to the point some broke,
which is what actually probably caused the concussion. I was completely
unaware of the hit on the head, which caused the teeth to break. I was
totally focused on myself and had no knowledge of my daughter. I was
told I needed to stand up and get off the bus, but I said I couldn't.
Then the person said I had to muster all my strength and get up. The
person has verified these words.
I started to stand and then I
remember nothing of my physical surroundings until I ‘woke up’ on the
X-ray table in the hospital in Cusco, 7 hours later. Yet I was told I
was talking during the first part of the 7 hours. I was not aware that I
had lost consciousness until probably a week later and had no idea of
the length of time between the accident and arriving in the hospital. At
first, I had no memory of what happened during those 7 hours, but when
the memory returned it was extremely difficult.
I was physically
unable to hardly move and sleep because of the injuries and couldn't
initially understand why I had to come back to this physical body. What I
remembered was that I had completely merged again with God. It was a
void, darkness, but unconditional love. I was no longer a separate
being. I was where I belonged, where I came from. It was perfect. When
it was time to return I had to again differentiate from God and become a
separate soul again. Yet I was still a part of God. Then I was back on
Earth in this physical body.
NDERF.org, #6429
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