Speaks to the Lord and his deceased father
I was not physically aware for three days as I was unconscious from the accident. I am told that I was dead
on the operating room table for three minutes during the brain surgery I
was having to correct life-threatening damage to my head.
During this time, I wasn't aware of what had become of my physical body until I awoke to the real world again.
I
saw the light. I followed it. People say, 'Don't follow the light,' but
you really don't have a choice. It's either follow the light, or be
stuck there until you wake up - if you do. So I followed. I emerged
somewhere outside the Gates of Heaven. I walked up to the nearest Seraph
and didn't even get past stating my full name, when the Seraph simply
smiled and said, 'Follow me, He wishes to speak with you.' So I did. We
walked in through the gates and I was led straight to the chamber where
The Lord sat. I seated myself across a desk from Him, and we began
conversing. The desk was completely clear.
To this day, I cannot
completely remember all that I talked with Him about - but I get a sense
that it was a long conversation, one as if between friends. I do
remember some parts of it, however - mainly that He told me directly
that I would not remember much of what we talked about.
What I do
remember is from the middle of the conversation. Keep in mind that at
this point, I did not know my father had passed on in the accident that
we had just been in. We had been on our way to go out to eat, as we
always did, and he had been driving.
I remember that the Lord
said to me, 'Worry not, you will not be kept here. I do not wish to have
you home yet, for you have much to live for!' This was in response to
my question, 'Am I really 'dead' to my life down there?' The Lord then
smiled and my dad walked in, grinning as he went to stand by the Lord's
side. It was his usual mischievous 'surprise bearing' smile. It also had
a large amount of pride in it.
My dad simply said, 'I'm home.'
To which I replied, 'Daniel will miss you, and so will I.' Daniel, who
was seventeen at the time of the accident, is my younger brother. My dad
simply said, 'Take care of him while you still can.' I said that of
course I would.
The Lord then spoke and said, 'Your father spoke
to me earlier and did not wish you to die. I granted his wish.' I
conversed more with the Lord and my father. This portion isn't something
I can remember, but I get the hazy sense that it was just as if we were
talking things over, and that they were both consoling me.
My
memory picks back up at the point where I expressed my anxiety at
returning to life. I think I said, 'Well, I'd like to get back down and
check on Daniel.' and I gave my father and the Lord a parting hug. I
still remember the hugs well, for when I gave the Lord a hug, he
whispered into my ear as I was transported back, 'You will not remember
everything we spoke about, but don't worry, and you'll remember what you
need to know in life when the time is right. And you will remember it
all when you cross Heaven's threshold once again.'
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