My near-death experience was actually two experiences in 1965. The second followed the first by perhaps 3 months.
The first was caused by falling several meters headfirst down a cliff
and landing on sandstone rock. A small tree I was levering myself up on
came away in my hands. I found myself traveling rapidly upwards into the
sky. I had an immensely joyous feeling of lightness. I remember looking
back at my crumpled body on the rock below and observing that ‘I’ was
not my body. I could see everything below me very clearly. Below was
the Hawkesbury River, with the beautiful bush surrounding it. I was
heading towards some very beautiful cumulus shaped clouds. I had no
fear, only joy. I looked back again and saw my boyfriend, who I was very
much in love with, standing beside my body. In real time, this would
have been several minutes after I fell, as he was quite a ways behind me
and it would have taken some time to get down the steep cliff. I was a
long way away by now and still traveling upwards, but I could feel
exactly what he was feeling. He was very distressed. My heart filled
with compassion for him, which I guess was what brought me back.
I am joining these two experiences together as I have always believed
they are related. My (same) boyfriend and I were visiting a friend’s New
Year's Eve party. The party was in the main room of a small house, and
was packed with people. It was before midnight. I remember feeling
vaguely discontent, as if I wasn't where I really wanted to be. I was
standing about one meter from the only door into the room, looking
across the room at my boyfriend. Suddenly I was no longer in this room,
but facing an enormously tall angel. Surrounding both of us was radiant
light. I knew this angel, and he knew me. I felt no fear, only joy and
immense happiness. We communicated non-verbally. The angel was
'reminding' me of the power of LOVE that was actually THE power of the
universe. It seemed that I already knew this, but 'he' was just
reminding me. We communicated for what I would have estimated to be
about 20 minutes, then with no warning I was abruptly back on earth, in
the same place I had been standing when the experience first happened.
The astonishing thing was that it was obviously hours later as there was
no one in the room other than a sleeping body crashed on the couch. My
boyfriend was not there, and when I eventually found him by calling out
through the darkened house, he had been asleep upstairs as he had
searched everywhere and not been able to find me. I had been physically
removed during this experience.
The effect of these experiences
on my life was profound. Overnight, I had become intensely empathetic. I
could feel any pain or suffering and sense of isolation of people
passing me in the street. I had an overwhelming sense of needing to DO
something: my search for what this something is, has dominated the rest
of my entire life. The sense of the reality of these experiences has far
eclipsed anything else in my life. By this, I mean everything in
comparison has been far less real. I could not use the words 'God' or
'Love' for many years as the reality of these words are so much greater
than our 'normal' usage.
NDERF.org, #7446
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