Monday, January 3, 2022

Attempted suicide led to a new sense of purpose

My friend left my room and went outside with her boyfriend. I went to their room so I’d be found. My dog Alice was with me. I drew up a heavy shot of heroine. Then, I sat with my legs crossed and tucked under each other. I was in the middle of the floor. I took the shot. I attempt to get up, but couldn't. I had fallen face down.

I remember what I felt like. I was waking up out of the sleep of a lifetime and into a pool of the most overwhelming emotion of peace, serenity, and love. As I opened my eyes and sat up, I could see between the human world and another amazing place. When I stood up, my vision or view focused on this new, wonderful place. I was met by a group of people. I knew all of them; they were former family members and a few friends. There were also a few I didn't know; one female and one male. The ground felt like I was floating midair above it. If I could feel it, I would liken it to silken grass but it was multi-colored. There were no trees. Yet there was a clear, golden-yellow sky like an early morning sun that goes into mid-morning. My family began to tell me it was time to go back. I argued with them. Then in what felt like the snap of a finger, I was back in my body and really sitting up. There was a tube going down my nose and someone just finishing cutting my shirt to place the electric shock pads on my body. 

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes.  I tried and killed myself with drugs. 

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Time seemed to go faster or slower than usual What’s seemed like 6 hours was way less. 

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm. It wasn’t a field I was in even though it seemed as one. Then when my family, friends, and the field disappeared, I was with the two strangers the bright light behind them.

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Overwhelming feelings of peace, love, understanding, knowing without fear.  

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes. It confirmed there is something bigger than ourselves and bigger than this little pointless earthly life, that might actually have a greater purpose for our next stop.  

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience.

NDERF.org # 9310

Sunday, January 2, 2022

O God, our help in ages past

O God, our help in ages past, 

Our hope for years to come,
Our shelter from the stormy blast,
And our eternal home.

Before the hills in order stood,
Or earth received her frame,
From everlasting Thou art God,
To endless years the same.

A thousand ages in Thy sight
Are like an evening gone;
Short as the watch that ends the night
Before the rising sun.

O God, our help in ages past,
Our hope for years to come,
Be Thou our guard while troubles last,
And our eternal home.

 

Words by Isaac Watts, pub. 1719; St. Anne hymn tune

Sung at the Westmister Abbey in 2011 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rsHIwXTjAOU


Saturday, January 1, 2022

NDE after giving birth: "I felt like God was there."

I was almost 19 years old and had just given birth to my first child a couple of hours before my experience. I recall I had the urge to use the restroom, and I attempted to get up from my bed without assistance. My mother and younger sister were in the room and holding the baby. When I stood up and felt an immense rush, like my water had broken, but it was blood. I saw the blood on the floor, and remember thinking, 'That's not right.'

The next thing I recall is feeling warm. I couldn't see anything but darkness. I didn't feel afraid. It was almost comfortable and cozy, like a warm hug. I couldn't hear anything. But just before I went into the darkness, I heard what I think was a nurse yelling for a crash cart.

I'm not sure how long I was in this dark and comfortable state of void, and I don't recall any events immediately after. I do remember waking up in my hospital bed, and my mother looked scared and was doting over me. Later on, over the years, she has told me she thought she had lost me forever. I don't fear dying and always remember how comforting that experience was. I knew I was okay; I didn't have a fear at all. The dark wasn't cold or scary. I have always been afraid of the dark but this wasn't that kind of dark. Following this experience, I began my journey to become a Registered Nurse and have been since the age of 23.  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm. I was in a place without stress, without fears. It was a darkness but I knew I was with love. It was void of anything, no sounds no lights, nobody, but it was full of love and comfort.

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes I felt like God was there. Surrounding me, I felt love and peace.  

 

NDERF.org, #9319

Friday, December 31, 2021

During NDE friend says his death wasn't my fault

I experienced a bad accident a couple months ago. I was knocked out for 24 hours and I don't remember what really happened before my accident.

But what I vividly remember, to this day, was going through a tunnel. I was out of my body. I could see myself lying there on the bed. Then when I came out of the tunnel at the other end was seeing my friend, standing on the mountain. I didn't recognize him from the back. I thought it looked like Trey, my best friend who was like a brother to me. He had passed over when I was 21.

I called out to him saying, 'Ray is that you standing there?'

He turned around to face me as he answered, 'Yes.'

I said, 'Ask them why am I here? What am I doing here? Am I dead?'

He said, 'No you're not dead; just somewhere else in a different reality.'

I asked him, 'What do you mean?'

He wouldn't answer me, only saying, 'I have something to tell you and that was whatever you do don't blame yourself for my death. It it wasn't your fault. It was my fault.'

I think I needed that validation because ever since that day of his tragic death, I was supposed to be with him that night, and I wasn't there for him. I felt that it should have been me that night who died and not him. 

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes I went through a tunnel that was bright, white light.  

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes My best friend who had died 10 years prior.

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? An unusually bright light.

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world.


NDERF.org #9312

Wednesday, December 29, 2021

Twelve lines of NDE evidence: Long excerpt #25

Radiation oncologist Jeremy Long writes in his article, "Evidence for Survival of Consciousness in Near-Death Experiences: Decades of Science and New Insights" - "Twelve lines of evidence for the reality of survival of human consciousness after death have been presented in this article. This evidence consistently demonstrates that near-death experiences are medically inexplicable and cannot be explained by physical brain function.

"The evidence presented would be extraordinary even if near-death experiencers were fully awake when they had their experiences. But they’re not. NDEs happen at a time of unconsciousness or clinical death with an absent heartbeat. Conscious and lucid experiences while unconscious should not occur. Yet NDEs do occur and are packed with multiple lines of evidence consistently pointing to an afterlife. To review, these are the twelve lines of evidence presented in this article for the reality of NDEs and an afterlife:

1. Consciousness and alertness during near-death experiences is usually greater than during their everyday life. This is medically inexplicable given that NDEs occur when they are unconscious or clinically dead.

2. What near-death experiencers see and hear while they are out-of-body during near- death experiences is almost always completely accurate. Out-of-body observations far from their physical body are also nearly always totally realistic. Nearly all out-of-body observations are confirmed to be accurate when later checked by the NDErs or others.

3. Supernormal sensory awareness is consistently described in near-death experiences. Normal or supernormal vision may occur in those born totally blind and in those with severe vision impairment.

4. Typical near-death experiences occur while under general anesthesia at a time that conscious and lucid experiences should not be possible.

5. When deceased loved ones are encountered in near-death experiences, they are virtually always deceased at the time of the NDEs and almost always appear in perfect health.

6. The core content of near-death experiences from all around the world is remarkably consistent. NDEs from non-Western countries are remarkably similar to Western NDEs.

7. The core content of near-death experiences in children, including very young children, are strikingly similar to the NDEs of older children and adults.

8. Life reviews in near-death experiences typically have an unearthly acceleration of consciousness. They include real events that previously occurred in the NDErs’ lives, even if the events were long forgotten.

9. Near-death experiencers commonly have substantial changes in their beliefs and values as aftereffects following their NDEs. NDErs usually develop a greatly increased belief in an afterlife and decreased fear of death.

10. Near-death experiencers generally accept the reality of their NDEs. The NDERF survey found that 93.8% of NDErs believed that their experiences were definitely real.

11. Shared near-death experiences occur when two or more people have a life- threatening event simultaneously, with at least one person surviving and the other(s) permanently dying. The surviving NDEr later describes a shared experience with the permanently deceased person(s). This is significant evidence that what is described in NDEs is the initial journey of the irrevocably deceased into the afterlife.

12. The remarkably consistent spiritual content of near-death experiences is further evidence for the reality of NDEs. In describing the profoundly blissful afterlife, NDErs are consistently aware of the vital importance of love, the reality of God that transcends human understanding, and the unity of all of us.

"The strength of this evidence convinces me that near-death experiences are real and there absolutely is an afterlife. I encourage each reader to consider the evidence for the reality of NDEs and the afterlife and reach your own conclusion. The convergence of multiple lines of evidence for the validity of NDE and an afterlife presented in this article builds a far stronger case than from only a single line of evidence. To illustrate this, suppose there existed only two lines of evidence for the reality of an afterlife. Neither line of evidence may be 100 percent convincing but assume each line of evidence is individually 90 percent convincing. When combined, the two lines of evidence are mathematically calculated to be 99 percent convincing of the reality of an afterlife.
 

"Given the complexity of mathematically analyzing just two lines of evidence, it would be far more difficult to mathematically analyze all twelve lines of evidence presented in this article. Fortunately, the NDERF website has a custom-designed form that automatically performs this mathematical analysis for you (www.nderf.org/afterlife). This form allows you to calculate how strongly you believe that an afterlife is proven by the twelve lines of evidence in this article. This form also shows you the results of all others who completed the form.

"The NDERF studies presented throughout this article are the most extensive scientific investigation of near-death experiences ever reported. These investigations provide new and exceptional scientific evidence for the reality of NDEs and the afterlife. Most of the lines of evidence presented in this article are corroborated by the findings of prior scholarly near-death experience studies spanning over forty-five years. These previous investigations reinforce the remarkable results from the NDERF studies. I believe the evidence is now so strong that the survival of human consciousness after death is proven beyond a reasonable doubt.

"There is still much that we can learn from the scientific study of near-death experiences. Further scholarly investigation of NDEs and other experiences that suggest the survival of consciousness after bodily death is strongly encouraged.

"Skeptic arguments cannot explain the remarkable consistency of the content of near-death experiences. Physical brain function cannot explain NDEs. An essential part of convincing the world that NDEs and their evidence of an afterlife is real is to address the skeptical arguments. To accomplish this, a section of the NDERF website explores skeptical views in depth. Those interested in particular skeptical arguments not addressed in this article will likely find them discussed and refuted in this NDERF website section.

"Near-death experiences have profound implications for science. NDEs conclusively show that human experiences suggesting an afterlife can and should be scientifically investigated. NDEs provide compelling evidence that there is far more to consciousness than is explained by our physical brain.

"Near-death experiences also have important implications for religion. The great religions have always addressed a belief in an afterlife and God. The evidence from NDEs offers compelling evidence for the reality of an afterlife. Additionally, NDEs consistently point to a universe imbued with a vast and loving intelligence.

"NDEs show that death is not the end but rather a transition to a magnificent afterlife. This is a profoundly inspirational message for us, our loved ones, and all of humanity."


Jeffrey Long, MD, "Evidence for Survival of Consciousness in Near-Death Experiences: Decades of Science and New Insights." In the next several posts I will share excerpts from Long's 2021 article. Footnotes have been deleted. The complete text is available as a pdf at https://www.nderf.org

Tuesday, December 28, 2021

NDErs view of religion: Long excerpt #24

Radiation oncologist Jeremy Long writes in his article, "Evidence for Survival of Consciousness in Near-Death Experiences: Decades of Science and New Insights" - “While talking about God in near-death experiences, it is noteworthy that NDErs may become aware that there is no preferred religion. Jean learned this when her heart stopped four times as she battled for her life with toxic shock syndrome. In her NDE she asked a spiritual being directly about religion:

I found myself in a city and was told this was the City of God. I was at a water fountain along with a man dressed in a long white linen robe that was tied around his waist with a cord. He told me that I could ask any question. My first question was, 'What is the right religion?' He said, 'They all are. Each religion is a pathway trying to reach the same place.' I was shown a mountain, with each religious group trying to reach the top. A distance separated the religious groups, but all were trying to get to the same place.

“Another important spiritual concept in near-death experiences is an absence of judgment. We previously discussed that judgment by other beings almost never happens during life reviews. The lack of judgment is a strong and consistent theme throughout NDEs. Typical comments about this from NDErs are:

It's not God as classically defined in religious texts. It's more a supreme energy that set everything in motion. There are no judgments cast. It's a force of pure love and acceptance.

God was with me. I felt Him clearly and so deeply - He was holding me in His arms. His love was in every fiber of my being and every cell of my body. God was in front of me, behind me, beside me, and all around me. All I felt was His total acceptance of me with absolutely no judgment. He is all love; entirely love, and He showered that love on me and through me. I felt complete and whole for the first time in my entire existence. My life review seemed to happen on its own. The life review was over in the blink of an eye. I learned that we judge ourselves; God does not judge us.

“Near-death experiencers consistently describe a connection and unity with God. This may be surprising to many, as this notion of God is usually not emphasized in traditional Western religions. The dictionary definition of love indicates that attachment is a defining characteristic of love. It makes sense that God’s exceptional love would manifest as an exceptional attachment. God’s overwhelming love for all of us likely contributes to the unity and oneness with God so commonly expressed in NDEs:

I felt what we know as 'God' was a very alive and dynamic living force that flowed through our hearts and connected the greater universe and all of us.

We are God. Our spirits are one. We are all parts of the whole.

I now know that unconditional love and acceptance are mine. I was enlightened as to the universe and the oneness of us all. I was not aware of this possibility until my experience. Now I know the universe is one, and we all make up the supreme being.

I was surrounded by God. The light is love. The light is God. We are all connected. We are all one.

“The most recent version of the NDERF survey explored the idea of unity and oneness in near-death experiences in general. A survey question asked, “During your experience, did you encounter any specific information/awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?”

“As with the NDERF survey question regarding God, the “or does not” part of the question was added to see if any significant percentage of NDErs encountered information that a mystical universal connection/unity/oneness does not exist. A narrative response to this question followed. As with the NDERF survey question about God, virtually all NDErs responding affirmatively indicated that they encountered information that a mystical universal connection/unity/oneness really does exist. Here are examples of the unity encountered in NDEs:

I felt at one with all existence, and it was indescribably beautiful.

I felt entirely at one with the universe, like a great light free from all suffering had absorbed me. This light was peace, understanding, acceptance, and complete tranquility. I describe coming back to life as being 'ripped back from the oneness.

It was evident that EVERYTHING, not just EVERYONE, is related somehow and that everything is necessarily part of the whole.

There is only one God, and we are all part of that great soul. In all of God's realms, or in the small corner called the physical universe, there is nothing but God.

I felt a connection, a unity or oneness that we are all connected through God.

“The unity of everyone and everything is consistently described in near-death experiences. Hundreds of examples of this unity are available on the NDERF website as supplementary material. The unity described in NDEs transcends the physical material world and seems to encompass and transcend our earthly consciousness. The remarkably high percentage of NDErs encountering this sense of unity is, in my opinion, among the most important spiritual insights from NDEs.

“The consistency of multiple spiritual concepts in near-death experiences converges on the understanding that afterlife is a reality and idyllic in every sense of the word. Evidence from NDEs shows that we are all part of something much greater than ourselves. The vital message from NDEs is that love, unity, and God are central aspects of the afterlife. An unimaginably glorious afterlife is the destiny for all of humanity.”


Jeffrey Long, MD, "Evidence for Survival of Consciousness in Near-Death Experiences: Decades of Science and New Insights." In the next several posts I will share excerpts from Long's 2021 article. Footnotes have been deleted. The complete text is available as a pdf at https://www.nderf.org

Monday, December 27, 2021

Experiencing God in NDEs: Long excerpt #23

Radiation oncologist Jeremy Long writes in his article, "Evidence for Survival of Consciousness in Near-Death Experiences: Decades of Science and New Insights" - "Near-death experiencers often describe an awareness or encounter with God. When God is encountered in NDEs, the most common word used to describe the appearance of God is light. NDErs often point out that God is an earthly word that does not do justice to the transcendent God they encountered. NDErs express this concept when they say:

"The words we use in this world cannot be translated to the words in the world of God. My church is inside of me. God is a part of me and my experience. God is just a small word compared to what I experienced.

"When near-death experiencers encounter God, they are generally in an otherworldly realm. Thus, it is not surprising that God may appear variably to different NDErs:

I thought that if I were a Buddhist, perhaps he would look like Buddha. I was told, 'That is right. God appears in a familiar form.’

"The increased acceptance of the reality of God following near-death experiences is remarkable. From the survey, belief that God definitely exists rose from 37.3% before their NDEs to 71.7% after their NDEs. This is entirely consistent with the frequent awareness of God in NDEs. This extraordinary increased belief in God further shows that NDErs generally accept the reality of their experiences and change their beliefs in response to their NDEs.

"A small prospective study of near-death experiencers found they were statistically much more likely to have an inner sense of God’s presence in comparison to a control group that did not have NDEs. Retrospective studies have also shown that NDErs have an increased belief in God or become closer to God. An increased closeness to God after NDEs was the conclusion in a scholarly book chapter I co-authored that reviewed 30 years of previously published literature regarding NDEs:

For most, the result appears to be spiritual awakening. The NDE often brings with it spiritual certainty and an intense desire to conform one’s life to divine will. The new relationship with what is often a personal God becomes central to the NDErs’ lives.

"The NDERF study of God in near-death experiences found that the most common descriptor of God was love. Love in NDEs has already been discussed, but the awareness of love seems especially strong when God is encountered. Here are examples of what NDErs said about God’s love:

The light and the presence of the entity was clearly God. It was present everywhere and a part of everything. There were no limits to the power of God. There was unconditional acceptance, forgiveness, and love.

The entire encounter was about God, the ultimate power of God, and God's forgiveness. The message was, "Love is the greatest power in the universe.”

God does exist. I was aware that God is not a man or woman. God is everything as pure love energy. We are God because we are one entity.

"I could go on with vast numbers of quotes like these describing the powerful and unearthly love of God. A profound and reassuring message from near-death experiences is that God loves everyone."


Jeffrey Long, MD, "Evidence for Survival of Consciousness in Near-Death Experiences: Decades of Science and New Insights." In the next several posts I will share excerpts from Long's 2021 article. Footnotes have been deleted. The complete text is available as a pdf at https://www.nderf.org

Gödel's reasons for an afterlife

Alexander T. Englert, “We'll meet again,” Aeon , Jan 2, 2024, https://aeon.co/essays/kurt-godel-his-mother-and-the-a...